You are not that big screaming deal.
Like how Richard Feynman put it
"I, a universe of atoms, an atom in the universe."
In other words, on a micro scale we are miracles. On a macro scale we are nothing.
Get over yourself!
TIL (Today I Learned) Versi Bahasa Rojak Mengikut Mood Penulis
"Where is my faith?" she wrote. "Even deep down… there is nothing but emptiness and darkness... If there be God — please forgive me."
"Such deep longing for God… Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal," she said.
"What do I labor for?" she asked in one letter. "If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true."